I Hope This Is NOT An Indication OF What 30 Will Be Like...
My emotions are all over the place and I know it physically does not have to do with me turning 30 years old in 2 days (Thursday is my birthday! Hint!Hint!) But obviously it has a lot to do with how I feel emotionally because, um, their emotions.
If you were to ask me right now how I am feeling, I would tell you that I am nauseous, nervous, scatterbrained, Wishy-washy not knowing what direction to take, and overall just an oversensitive weird mess. I still have "that" feeling of wanting a baby. I don't know why because for the past 2 years I have had the opposite feeling.
Do we really want a third child? I've even been looking at baby names. Am I going crazy? I'm not even pregnant and I'm looking at baby names and I already have names picked out. Yes, I think I'm going crazy. When and if my family read this very supposed-to-be private matter, they will be going crazy. They will be telling me to wait or they will wonder why I would ever want another child since we already have two boys.
I just really hope that all these crazies that I am feeling inside is NOT an indication of what being 30 will feel like. Tell me you have felt this way too...
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My emotions are all over the place and I know it physically does not have to do with me turning 30 years old in 2 days (Thursday is my birthday! Hint!Hint!) But obviously it has a lot to do with how I feel emotionally because, um, their emotions.
If you were to ask me right now how I am feeling, I would tell you that I am nauseous, nervous, scatterbrained, Wishy-washy not knowing what direction to take, and overall just an oversensitive weird mess. I still have "that" feeling of wanting a baby. I don't know why because for the past 2 years I have had the opposite feeling.
Do we really want a third child? I've even been looking at baby names. Am I going crazy? I'm not even pregnant and I'm looking at baby names and I already have names picked out. Yes, I think I'm going crazy. When and if my family read this very supposed-to-be private matter, they will be going crazy. They will be telling me to wait or they will wonder why I would ever want another child since we already have two boys.
I just really hope that all these crazies that I am feeling inside is NOT an indication of what being 30 will feel like. Tell me you have felt this way too... >Go to the Mom blog Homepage
If you were to ask me right now how I am feeling, I would tell you that I am nauseous, nervous, scatterbrained, Wishy-washy not knowing what direction to take, and overall just an oversensitive weird mess. I still have "that" feeling of wanting a baby. I don't know why because for the past 2 years I have had the opposite feeling.
Do we really want a third child? I've even been looking at baby names. Am I going crazy? I'm not even pregnant and I'm looking at baby names and I already have names picked out. Yes, I think I'm going crazy. When and if my family read this very supposed-to-be private matter, they will be going crazy. They will be telling me to wait or they will wonder why I would ever want another child since we already have two boys.
I just really hope that all these crazies that I am feeling inside is NOT an indication of what being 30 will feel like. Tell me you have felt this way too... >Go to the Mom blog Homepage
6 Comments:
Man, you know what? I remember when I decided it was time to have George- NOTHING else would be able to sit in my mind. I wanted another baby and that was that. Period. I became totally preoccupied and obsessed.
I hope one of the following happens for you:
1) You get pregnant and live happily ever after
2) This is just a phase and you will stop thinking about it soon.
I've felt that way. I picked baby names, too! The move to our new house has distracted me from it for now.
I agree with Krista - I hope you either get pregnant or the feelings pass. Whatever happens, I hope you'll be happy.
In case you don't post tomorrow, I'm wishing you a Happy Birthday in advance. Welcome to the 30's. Hey, I'm still having satisfaction guaranteed fun in my mid 30's.
I hope it works out for you too! I can't say that I ever had the baby itch except for when I was dying to get pregnant with my boys! I say go for it! And age is all in our head, right? But hormones are for real and do mess with us, but you're probably not experiencing that yet!
Oh yeah, I go through those kinds of crazy thoughts all the time. Although mine are less about a baby (since I'm now pregnant) and more of the "what I am doing with my life? Where do I want to go with it?" kinds of things.
If you need to talk yourself out of another baby, just come read one of my recent posts about how miserable I've been feeling lately. :)
Happy Early Birthday! Hope you have a wonderful day tomorrow.
I sometimes have that feeling too, about wanting another baby. But I'm about 7 years older than you, so I don't know if it's the age or not.
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