Waiting

I’m not too enthusiastic about the whole waiting process. I want to hurry up and get things over with and go on. But as of Monday afternoon we are in waiting mode. I’m not too happy with that. Usually I’m not too thrilled with the thought of “time flying” but this week I just wish it would hurry up and be Friday so maybe we can partially put our fears to rest.
After over a year of puking and diet changes and more puking, we finally got our 2 year old son in too see a Pediatric Gastroenteroligist. The lab took blood for several different tests and we should hear from them by Friday. I feel confident that all is well and that he just has some food allergies but the waiting and not knowing for sure is bothering me. Not knowing whether your child has a serious illness or just some serious food allergies coupled with reading way too much can really get to you after a few days. Maybe I should just stop reading already. Yeah, that’s what I’ll do.
I know I shouldn’t complain and I should be very thankful but sometimes a mommy has to let it all out just to feel okay.





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